name: casi
human years: 30+
field: archaeologist; MA in biological anthropology
interests: frolicking, scheming, maniacal laughter
fave colors: PERIWINKLE, berry, forest green, chocolate
fave smells: juniper, jasmine, black pepper, vanilla
currently reading: the bone witch by rin chupeco
other realms:bandcamp fool
dragcave mudfairy
ko-fi mudflower
archives of olde:
deviantart littlegrimoire
last.fm princeofthemire
interests: frolicking, scheming, maniacal laughter
fave colors: PERIWINKLE, berry, forest green, chocolate
fave smells: juniper, jasmine, black pepper, vanilla
currently reading: the bone witch by rin chupeco
other realms:bandcamp fool
dragcave mudfairy
ko-fi mudflower
archives of olde:
deviantart littlegrimoire
last.fm princeofthemire
2026.05.12 nathan reminded me that i woke up in the middle of my sleep to tell him,
then i started explaining my dream to him: all the goblins were attacking me because i wasn't being a very good goblin and then they found out that i wasn't a goblin at all.
2026.04.26 a light brown dog curled up by some other dogs under a tree on the side of a busy road. it gets up and is a large mastiff. bipedal with huge sets of boobies. she picks up her little husband black dog and walks away.
dream symbolism light brown dog plain, mundane curled up dormant, tucked away by some other dogs familiar pack under a tree rooted in earth, protection provided side of a busy road transportation, transition, public busy collective unconscious large mastiff guardian, domesticated, gentle, protective bipedal evolution, transformation six sets of boobies the Great Mother, fertility and abundance little black dog small, passenger, shadow
interpretation
i am on a transitional path, somewhere inbetween. i have been instinctually resting along with my shadow self with what has been familiar and safe, blending in with the environment. the metamorphosis of my awakening reveals something beyond expectation: evolved, formidable, full of abundance. i do not run away from or abandon the darker part of myself that has remained small. i have married my shadow self. the Great Mother in me will carry my shadow self, unashamed as i move forward.
2025.11.20 there's packaged lamb brains on the table. my grandma is sitting while i finish my tasks. she says, "when are you going to start cooking?" as she's been waiting for the lamb brains, so i start cooking them.
dream symbolism packaged prepared, inactive lamb innocence, vulnerability brains seat of consciousness, perception [eating] brains other, strange, shadow grandma ancestor, wisdom sitting grounded tasks mundane distractions when demanding, challenging cook transformation, conscious labor i start beginning
interpretation
i am conscious of my shadow self, though i may be repulsed by it. it is inactive. my ancestor is waiting for me to activate it, though i am occupied with mundane tasks. she is the grounding figure. she reminds me that it is time to focus on her wisdom. she challenges my ego. i take the steps to begin the transformation that my own consciousness and lineage requires.